"I admit that being a father isn’t easy. Well with a mother like Melody makes it even much harder. For the past two years has been a rough ride. Fighting to see my children, weed addiction if you can call it that, drinking to ease my mental pains. I drove…

Episode one: PAIN Inside a dimly lit room is a few candles, a picture of a little boy and girl on the floor and a man, CURTIS, who look like hell, rough hairy face, dirty and sad looking, on his knees in a praying position with a 45 caliber gun in front of him. Tears run down his face as he looks up at the ceiling, taking a few deep breaths. We can hear his heart beating, racing like African drums. He picks up the picture of the kids and kiss both children.

Here I am, not a fortune teller, but I am speaking to YOU about how fortunate you are to be here. YOU being the reader, right now. Let me know if I’m accurate after you read this piece. I got this message from the energies released by the moon. YOU maybe living your dream on a bumpy road, yet unsteady on a financial grind. Your career is one decision away from rise or fall. You live without utilizing the energy from YOUR moon.

Coming towards another end of the year and yet another boring ass year in Toledo with pretty much nothing to show CAREER WISE! Blessed to have made it this far as others hadn’t. Rest in Paradise! This is pretty much like being equivalent to living in Dothan. Same ole shit…

What would life be like if things were different in the past. The decisions we make has long lasting results of good as well as spurts of bad. Don’t be mad when things fall astray from where you once were or intended to be. …

SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT YEAR! 2022 is soon coming to a close and have you ever thought that you in a stuck like chuck situation. I mean you give your all and it’s highly unappreciated on so many levels. The sacrifices you made to procure some momentum goes unrecognized. Have you ever felt so alone within your skin, so disengaged to your surroundings but your just there filling space? Have you ever felt like your enough just isn’t enough? Are you emotionally there but not there? Yet, within your mind are fantasies of bliss that you really want it in reality but it’s hit or miss. This is an ongoing cycle that ever revolving door. Stepping out on faith in tunnel vision while having vertigo. Every year is the same thing, day in and day out. The infamous you got this without a true pot to piss in. A humble abode that’s not truly yours, because at the blink of an eyes and something not right then out on your ass like while giving a fight for what is wrong, no accountability held and trying to make it right.