HINDSIGHT #123: In so many ways!
From both prospectives
THE MALE Prospective part 1 of many years he has accumulated awesome memories of connecting with his lady friend now wife’s heart. He’s also affected by daunting memories with her and his compressed jaded past! His visions of bliss is united with his wife’s aura, yet his vision is often unreservedly darkend by TRAGIC movie reel type memories of the past. Some of his Journey, as of late, been good with a little egg shell fear ongoing with uncoupled memories. DAYS building forward memories connecting and overwriting. Wifey is very enticing. She’s so surprising, not realizing the fact behind the recent disconnect. That egg shell fear is being fueled by reoccurring mislings that slickens his path. He laughs and cry. He forgot an important memory of his wife, their anniversary, that doesn’t mean the marriage is meaningless. The stress of the journey itself and what lies ahead with the current conditions, also the transition learning a new city while building and bonding. Playing 1/3 crazy.. Deflecting all within a slacking career and not to forget an ongoing pandemic. The back and forth with his wife for the littlest big things adds to an aging memory!
In so many ways…
THE FEMALE prospective part 1 of her husband is humbled with her facts, husband not remembering their anniversary. Let’s go back to when she was hitched during her first disconnection phase. When the man, her boyfriend, now husband came along and swept her in days. In ways that touched her heart. She can blindly see his disconnection, and deflecting ways back then, yet his words melts her pains away. One day she saw the analogous paths which made her fret about her findings. Loosening her bond with him, yet she still loved him so much. Which means that some things her husband did was comparable to her past in a sense that she equates it in a certain respect. Typically in a one track crossing the lines way, which makes it clearer to her nature of intent with thought and memories. She see his fault as being vile and insensitive. Making her feel that their marriage is unreal and she starts to believe in her frets. She is in inner pain that he forgot their special day. She throws in his face of the memories he supposedly remember especially that TRAGIC DAY. She believe it was not insensitive and heartless to bring it that up again. Pressing her fret ideology that’s met with his laid-back and calm demeanor of…
THE MALE Prospective part 2 and his many years of wifey’s relevant recrudescence. Going back when they first met and rewind to her initial fret. He can tell she’s loosing his trust when it’s stressful to keep assuring his love. Saying little sweet things about her and loving her smile. His poems from time to time that gets a silence glance. Her fret about his overly misconstrued actions does take an affect. The side effect of it is her lack of belief in him, her trust 1/2% and losing faith in him causes his resentment and slow distant cry. He is now on eggshells because things can get misunderstood. He want to talk to her about his reason true to why he forgot, so much, yet she turn it to dead ears. His fears has captivated an universal assault to his career, love and often past connections. He doesn’t know how to flow through the catch 22. He want to make love to her but it would feel awkward. How so? Well though wifey may want it too but not being that their energies aren’t connected to make it flow like ocean consistently and resistant see to his urges of…
THE FEMALE Prospective part 2 and her many years with the scorned husband. She still utterly appalled by his forgetting. Internally she fret, yet knowing she want to see and feel sincerity. Rarely she will go through the extra lengths while mad at him. She sleep in the bed while he caught in her dropping of eggs. Sweet dreams as she sleep 1/2 naked and getting good z’s. Tossing and turning within the mystifying moods. Those moods come at the most inopportune time. Both longing for the time it will be back sublime…
So in so many ways, tired!
He love his wifey! She love her hubby!
~The Real Moody Human
