HINDSIGHT #142: That Cross Road
Perils of parallel
Life has so many parallels that you can’t tell which way is good or bad. It’s so sad that you could get reoccurring lessons, some you may have passed before and others are just blessings in disguise to humble your path.
You may think the universe isn’t in your favor but it’s about the energy you are sending, blending with the elements of life. Like minded energy will merge to your path and either uplift your greatness or knock you down. Know your entire surroundings.
Some laugh with you and be loud, clown with you or make you out as a clown. Some want to be the life of the party while the journey is unequally aligned, asking for something simple to find...
You are truly unequal, yes sir, you see them emerge later on that same night with that something simple thing, they lied to you. No decency to say not enough for you or whomever. It has you thinking you’re a waste.
Yet you always doing the most to get in where you fit in. And yet they offer you a toast later on to brag and boast around the time you see that energy is so toxic! Still talk about you behind your back on some simp shit.
You don’t realize it until it’s nearly too late. You then become like a Mac with the spinning wheel of death, needing an update, more like a wipe, needing a clean slate. They give blind sided knowledge to you unknowing your expertise, when they sole purpose is to get you up out your calm and release unnecessary energy.
Dig deep in your calm and turn the situation to synergy. The cold looks, the better than you might spin the wheel and feel like less than backslash 3, can’t even beat your chest and while you stuck in this parallel universe trying to find a way to get ahead of the curse.
You’ve seen the worse interactions, retractions of your dreams unsatisfactory fucked in an uncomfortable state though the reactions of the elements around, know your place.
You think you’re a living disgrace with shitty look on your face. Covid plandemic has dampened your growth at an already equal pace, get it, it’s that parallel meeting a cross road in like a few days where you are looked down upon mostly when you’ve done the most with in your grasp to catch a break.
Stay in your lane and keep on pushing through the muck because your resilience will have you where need to be, in 1st place!
~The Urban Paalmist
