Coming towards another end of the year and yet another boring ass year in Toledo with pretty much nothing to show CAREER WISE!
Blessed to have made it this far as others hadn’t. Rest in Paradise!
This is pretty much like being equivalent to living in Dothan. Same ole shit, different year in and year out. No clout, full of doubt, saddened mounts even more. Distant within my own soul as I try to score big. How can I when doing everything against what I really want to do? I mean damn. I have had my share of ups and downs, more downs than up, up seem to be way out of reach at this time.
Being married is cool, has it’s good days and it has its fucked up days too. Especially when we aren’t truly on the same page fully. Yes, my wife is the best thing that ever happened to me for the most part but my brother hit the nail on the head saying he never seen me in a relationship this long before. I’m like, I know right. Wife is a true queen that is OCD/germaphobe. She has great intensions, a wonderful vision with her business yet very closed minded on so many levels. We should not be struggling only if she just have a little bit MORE faith. (sighs I digress).
Anyway, this year has been the epitome of what the fucks. From dealing with false narratives of so called industry wanna be’s talking about helping me get back in film, living with a…
